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first period today...we had that code blue thing for like ever. but that was good cause it kinda, almost got us outta reading TOMSAWYER >:(
got to spanish and realized im completely lost and have no clue whats going on. i mean she was saying stuff like there is no 'do' or 'did' in spanish. WTF? okay thats like..weird and has no point so i decided i was jsut gona write DO AND DID WHEN I WANT TO =)
anyways, had a math test..and it was really easy for once so maybe ill bring that almost C up so i dont get grounded. =0
had a science test, it was so easy. then i found out in health that Sam's not in my gym class anymore. haha greaaaaaattttt. and some people are really getting on my nerves. like, theyre your bestfriend one minute and hate you the next? okkkkay. whatever.
BUTTTTTTTTT, me&kendall are okay now. yesterday was just...shall we say a bad day for us? haha and then me and kendall just talked all of band as usual. becuase that class sucks monkey.
ANYWAYS. I get off the bus&my moms at the bus stop waiting for my brother like usual, but shes like crying. So I get in the car and shes talking to Jennifer about my aunt and my cousin, Tyler whos 4, who we babysit. MY AUNT IS A FUCKING MANIAC. Thank god shes not blood to me, just step-whatever. Hm, shes white trash, and needs to go to jail or something, just get the hell away from her kids. who she cares nothing about. I HATE HER. so here we go..my step family is in a big fight...and its Christmas for gods sake.
&&& I found out I might not even get to see my sister on Christmas or anything. She called the other night while I just happened to crying, and was like oh..im so sorry. but Frankie&I have to go down to the beach CHristmas Eve with Barb, so we might not make it by Dads. Maybe well come over the next day, or better yet, your BIRTHDAY. well duh, they better come to dinner with me on my birthday. but anyways, the babys kicking alot more she said and its due on MARCH 4, the most awesomest person in the world's birthday, or MALLORY xD I dont want you to move ='( Its gona....suck next year. Even though we arent really close this year, Im gona miss you!
yeah well im going over to angies now. cause, i cant stand it over here anymore.
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Well I feel like crap. &&&Im here doing absolutly nothing while you kids are at schooool.
I wish that for once I could like a guy and him not end up breaking my heart. Cause, I mean it seems like thats all that ever happens.
I wish we hadnt broken up. Youre perfect, I think. And you made me so happy.
'If you gave me your heart, Id keep it forever.'
<3 I love you..so much.
&Id do anything to have you back...Becuase maybe you really arent that person I saw in you that night..Id like to think youre that sweet guy who stole my heart in a day. Cuase Id really hate to think youd break it again.
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Uhm. Wednesday was a pretty bad day. Mr Harrah is so dumb. I really cant beleive he gave me,kendall&vicky Ds. I mean geez...were teh ones who behave in that class for once. And at lunch all the crap with Chris started. Okay, how can your girlfriend be right next to you and you still flirt? Thats just gay. And then you go around telling everyone but me about us apparently breaking up or something? Thanks a lot Chris. Uh, and yeah. Sorry I made the mistake of actually liking you and thinking you liked me. So afterschool I waited with Kendall for her mom to get us. And when she did..she was pissed at her about the whole band thing. went back to my house, hung out for awhile..then I went to my Dads. And I did absolutly nothing but talk to Kyle =) And my day went from the worst..to like the best. Oh yeah..RyanB, thanks so much for all your help. love ya! Anyways uhm..yeah. I really like Kyle, hes so sweet and just..amazing.
Thursday I went out to Dinwiddie to see all my cousins. Rolled down some hills...jumped on the trapoline& wrestled=o. lol Alex..good times. Then after that dinner went over to my grandmas and saw my grandpa, my sister and brother in law&all them. I saw hte wedding album Melissa made..its so pretty.
Friday...did nothing, again.
&&&tomorrow Im going to the movies with my favorite person ever..that oughta be fun =)
xoxo
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Friday. Soccer practice was so fun, it always is. =) I absolutly love my team. Rachael, Maddison, Angie,Annie,George,Austin&&&&&JOSEFA!!!
Saturday. got up at 7&coached daltons game at 9. they lost..but hes the best on the team. the team just sucks a little. lol..then i went places with my grandma, and i had my game at one. we lost 5-1 but i scored my first and only goal of the game=) i was so happy. and i sprained my ankle. that sucks. but i played better then i ever had. thennn...we went over to josefas for a little while, came home and got ready realllly fast. and went to pick up my dress for the wedding =) its the prettiest dress! i cant wait til the wedding! then we went to kohls and i bought my sister a set of glasses for her kitchen =) im so nice. then went back to grandmas, came home, got ready and Chris brought me flowers and we went to the movies...we saw FridayNightLights. With Tim McGraw in it...it was awesome.
Sunday. Had my sisters bridal shower over here. it was so fun, i love her to death. her fiance Franky came too. He is like..the perfect man for her. Im so glad she finally found somebody...they are the cutest together. me,franky&my brothers played soccer for a lonnnng time after the party thing. its so fun to be with him, hes like a big brother to us. this wedding is gona be the prettiest one ever. cause im in it of course;) so, yeah. thats what i did all day. fun stuff :)
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friday night, i had soccer so kendall met me&angie up there. i had an awesome practice. me&rachael were so frekain hyper i thought we the team was gona kill us. haha "kendahl...youre my hero. no wait. GEORGE is my hero. no hes mine" =) good times rachael! then we came back to my house and ate some dinner. then over to angies to shower&hang out. they decided to gang up on me..throwing pencils. oooouch. anyways. i talked to chris for..ever. we came back over here..and omg were we hyper. geez. the balloon..HANDSTANDS. boom. man shes a cow=) thanks guys<3 then we got into this big fight with Kyle,Ethan&the guys. ugh. it suckkkks. ANYWAYS. saturday, we all drug our butts outta bed and went to the fields for awhile. I coached Daltons team...came back here and cleaned..then went to our game. yeahhhh. we played horrible. cause some people think theyre the best. and theyve gotta be ball hogs. so whatever. then we took kendall home and i just layed around the rest of the night...so tired. Sunday my brothers woke me up at EIGHT. god. i could shoot them. I didnt do anything..all day. except talk to chris<3 geez I love him. hes really amazing. annnnywyas. monday was really boring. In Spanish we had a sub. and I was so hyper.
HEWROTEMYNAMEONTHESHEET! haha. and everybody took my Rocks. ahah thanks kaitlin! and my little pink sombraroooo!
I love you Chris,Adam,Chelsea,Kaitlin,Angie,Vicky&Kendall. <3
-----yall are the best =)
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omg! I havent updated in forEVER!
Well. I went to Atlantic Beach with my Dad and his friend Sherry. Shes got a daughter whos 11, Alyssa. She was really awesome! We all stayed in the hotel. Dang! There were so many hot guys there. Well one was at the beach right beside us. So my brother and his sister started boogie boarding together..And then we all hung out the whole time. It was awesome! One day we went go karting all day cause the water was 'dangerous' and they wouldnt let us get in. So I stayed at the track the whole time we were there..didnt eat or anything. I absolutly LOVE go karts. And if my Dad was still into racing his, he said that he wouldve taught me how to fix em and all and I could race too. =) ANYWAYS. We went shopping and I got some dixie shirts..theyre really awesome! And lots of jewlery stuff.
So me and Ben are kinda mad at each other I guess. Well hes mad at me. Cause I got super pissed and yelled at him. So whatever.
Thennn the next weekend was Bluegrass in Amelia. We left Wednesday night and got there at like 8 I guess? So me and Angie met these guys..David was 13 and SUPER cute! And his little brother was 11 and liked Angie. But they left Friday morning, so we hung out wiht Josh, Matt, Mark and John. haha theyre all bible names =P geez im so crazy. ANd then there was Kori. She was awesome! Matt was our pillow ;D haha Angie! I was SOOOOO sad to leave. I like almost cried. I really miss yall. And I love yall SO much! Yall were the best!
And now we're home for three days and leave for Va Beach on Friday. And then Hatteras the following Tuesday.
Angela. Wow! I love you so much! youre freaking awesome, the beach will be sooo fun!
Oooh and yeah-I get my cartilage peirced on Thursday! yay
homeroom 203 baby! what a class =)
kisssses <3
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I love Adam =)
Heres my schedule--hehe thats a big word.
August
12-15 Atlantic Beach with my Dad and his friends
19-23 Amelia for the Bluegrass Festival with mine and Angie's families.
26-31 Virginia Beach
September 1-6 Hatteras with Angie..David and Jackie and Aarrons family =)
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Alrighty..Well last night I went over to Bens around 7 and me, Ben, Travis, Evan and Cody hung outside for awhile..but it was really hot so I made them come inside with me =) And finally Kelsey came at like 8 and I was so happy! Cause we used to cheer together and she rode our bus and all but I didnt really ever talk to her after cheering stopped. We..behaved ourselves for the most part =) I had a lot of fun and I think Ben and I might go out soon..so thats cool.
And today..I came back to my moms after my grandma took my to breakfast. And I took me a shower and started to update but the guys showed up again =) So we had some icecream and just..hung out I guess. Traivs got online..and stayed on..forever. And then he started dancing. What a silly goose =P Haha--I love you ;) ANYWYAS---Kelsey came over, we swam. And shes spending the night so we can babysit tomorrow for my Mom. And thats about it. Ill talk to yall later..
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So..last night I stayed up with my brother till like 3 and I woke up at like 10 this morning but I swear I could've slept allll day =) I went over and got Angie..and on the way out her door back to my house we saw these three guys that were like 2 houses away. And I was still in my pajamas =) So I was like zoooom and ran home and got dressed real fast..or tried to. But I couldnt find the bottoms to my bathing suit so it took like 15 minutes to find it and for me to get ready. So we finally went downstairs and I saw Ben, Evan, and some other guy. I was just like hey. And then I realized the other guy was Travis and I was like HEY =)=) lol..we just hung out by the pool like..all day. It was really fun..Travis is so much different than the image he puts off to people..And Im glad I realized that. Hes a really nice, sweet guy and I hope we get to hang out more :)
Vicky's finally home! =)
So Im supossed to go over there sometime today..but I dont know if I can cause I have to go to my Dads and maybe the fields with Ryan and Vicky.
Ooh and Carole, we HAVE to hang out, I miss you! <3
love yall
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-this weekend is gona be so awesome! well Friday Im just gona hang out here I guess and either goin over the Kara's or up to the ball fields with Vicky and Ryan for the night. And Saturday morning we're taking the camper down to Amelia Campground so we'll have a spot by Angie's camper and Betty Jo and all them for the Bluegrass Festival :o)yay! I cant wait..So then I gotta come home and go over to Bens for that party thing his Dads having..I get to meet all his wonderful cousins =D That should be interesting. But at least Ill get to spend time with him =) And I think his friend that he wats me to meet..I forgot his name..I think hes going. I feel so special..I think I know who he liiiikes ;) Geez Im very smiley today =)=) And Then...Saturday night--whenever thats over, Im going to my grandmas for the night. And Sunday my sisters coming over there too..so Ill get to spend the day with her =) Im so HaPPy!
I love yall!
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Thanks Veronica! I love you =)
Soo last night my Daddy made me a special dinner for redecorating his living room and kitchen with my Mom...We had like..pork chops, squash and macaroni with some other vegetable thing..It was Soooooo yummy!
And today..My mom and I went to some 'meeting' thing and then to Dairy Queen and I got a salad and water with that brownie batter icecream :))) It was GREAT. So then we went over to my grandmas with my sister Melissa =) I wish I got to see her more! We're going wedding dress shopping pretty soon...and we gota get my bridesmaid dress and all that good stuff! yayyyy
You know what..I dont get why people change their 'best friends' every day! Good lord. I mean come on, best friend isnt just a word..it has meaning behind it. If youre someones best friend then you are the one they confide in, always run to, you know everything about them. So how come this girl has a different one everyday...? Its like HELLO wake up, stop being f-a-k-e. Am I the only one who sees this or what, cause it gets on my nerves...
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Well I got home from camp and nothing really special's happened. We're redecorating my Dads house...finally =) And Ive just been over there a lot. And because me and my mom did such a good job decorating he's making us dinner tonight! yay..So anyways---
yesterday Ben came over..that was fun :) I really missed him...but we're gona hang out more and he might go to Va Beach and Hatteras with us for 11 days! That would be soo awesome! And this weekend his Dads having a party so my whole family's going =)
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Gooooodness! This week was awesome
I stayed up til like 12:30 Monday morning talking to Ryan, gosh I missed him =( And so I only got like..4 hours sleep and I woke up and got all ready, got Angie..And we went up to Ironbridge to meet up with everbody. So the first person I see is Angie's ex from last summer and I noticed how pretty his eyes were =) Theyre like bright blue and hes got brown hair and awww so cute! And then Miss Carole, geeez I love her! Once you get to know her and be around her, see who she really is, shes like the Sweetest person! So we all got on the bus and I sat by Vicky and there were like all these little kids in the back so we decided to sit back there and talk to em. There was us, Angie, Kendall, Linda, Daniel, T, Ben and my brother and Kevin. I talked the WHOLE way there and they were all like Kendahl do you ever shutup..how do you talk so much!?! lol. So we got there and we were in the lodge, so I shared a bunk with Carole =) And OMG! We met these 10 year olds..Rawlings and Cole <3 They were so cool! So all week we hung out with them. Theyre cousins but they looked like twins..Annnnyways. There was this really cute guy Lewis there and like alllll the girls liked either him or Aaron. So I tried to be friends with em both all week and it worked for Lewis but Someone told me Aaron liked me and I believed them so I was all happy and when he was like Kendahl I know what they said but youre like..older then me and wed never see each other and youre really nice and my best girl friend here=) I was happy ab all the good stuff he said..but kinda bummed out he didnt like me that much. So I kinda just..moved on like I always do =) So the Lewis kid was realllly cute and so nice! So I hung out with him a lot..but he wasnt really my type. And he lives in prince george..And I like someone here way too much! Well I dont really feel like saying anymore..Im too tired
I'll show yall the pictures when I get em back though, Love yall. Goodnight =)
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..I want a new layout..who wants to help?
Saturday-Went to CountryFest with Vicky. It wasn't as great as Id expected..maybe thats just cause I didnt move from my chair the whole time. Dont know what was wrong with me, just felt like sitting there all day. Well..it rained some, so we took a big blanket and all 8 of us covered up with it :) Saw my cousin Joanna..shes so freakin sweet! Shes in college now, goes to VCU I think..I gota get with her soon cause I really miss her! And I love her mom, shes really nice, so me and my mom and them are gona get together and then Ill stay with Joanna sometime this summer =) yay!
Ooh..My cousin Jonathan's girlfriend is having a baby girl the end of August! Shes gona be Stephanie Louise =P I cant wait til it gets here, me and mom buy something for her everytime we go shopping :)
And my 'sister' Melissa (my parents raised her) and Franky are getting married in October, I get to be a bridesmaid =) I looove them. Melissa is really..I dont know how to explain it..but just awesome! And Franky is really sweet. Theyre so cute together! And they just found out theyre having a baby! So Im excited!
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What if a guy had a gf but he liked someone else too, and the two girls didnt know each other at all..and he went to the movies with this girl he 'likes'....
What would be comsidered cheating for him?
please let me know what yall think, someone needs to know =)
<3 yallll
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Well yesterday we went to Chesterfid Town Center and I got like $150 of clothes from Aero. Two pairs of jeans and like 6 shirts. So that was good..And we looked everywhere for a onepeice suit for me to have at camp but they were all like..old peopley.
And today we went to Target and A&N..so there I got the $80 dollar black onepeice for $20..ha I was excited..and I got some shoes for school already since we'll beo n vacation and out of town like the rest of the summer. Then we went to Ukrops and ate, picked out junk food for my mom to mail us while we're at camp =) And then we came hommme
Okay, So in like the past week I've gotten a lot of stuff sorted out. I'm finally just happy with who I am..What I look like, how I dress, what I do. Because in the end, the only person you gota make happy is yourself. So I'm not worried about what other people think anymore, and thats good..takes some 'stress' off.
And..Guys. Lord they're such pains. Well..sometimes. You know how one minute you really like someone and think they could never hurt you, then the next thing you know you're hating their guts cause guess what..they hurt you.
So I'm not like, gona depend on a guy anymore..it just gets me hurt. And I shouldnt depend on anyone anyways.
Well Vicky's supossed to come over tonight..go to the movies sometime and stay with me til Saturday I guess, and our families are going to CountryFest. Then Sunday Im going on the river with Kara and Connor and my Dad..then I gota pack and leave for camp Monday at eight.
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I miss Mara..shes in pa
And Angies at the beach..
Me, Vicky, Miss Angie and Kim leave for camp together Monday morning..I'm looking forward to it now..cause I'll be away from all the mess here for awhile. But it's gona be hard, not talking to yall for a WEEK! Im really gona miss Joey :/
well gota go to my dads games..
I LOVE YALL <3
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Well I'm happy :) =)
So yesterday I settled this thing with Miss Mallory..I guess we're 'okay' for now. But I feel really good that I finally got out how I felt..feels like 1000000000 pounds lifted of my shoulders.
And I talked to Gill, which made me feel pretty good since he was one of my best friends and then we just stopped talking..So yea.
Me and Joey are talking again, and that makes me happppy again. Man..just when I was starting to feel like there was no one there, we started talking again. And wow it's really amazing how good one person can make you feel :) No matter how bummed out I am, when I talk to him my day gets brighter. And I think we might get our second go round pretty soon. But man--I hate it that he's goin off to high school..that sucks but otherwise Im happpy =)
Gosh I really used happy a lot today
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I like him again!
---NOT Ben.
Well my moms having her surgery today...so yeah.
Well later, love yall :)
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